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Happy Place

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Chapter 1

Opening

The cottage faces a shore of broken rock. Knots show through the pine underfoot, and most days the windows stand open. A breeze brings the scent of conifers and salt through the rooms, stirring the pale linen curtains. Coffee gurgles in the kitchen. We carry our hot mugs onto the stone terrace, where the cold air fills my lungs.

Chapter 2

Real Life

The voice in my earbuds asks me to find a place where I feel safe.

Monday
Chapter 3

Real Life

Rhys isn't my fiancé anymore. We broke up months ago. We haven't told our friends, and after being engaged to him for so long, I still sometimes think of him that way.

Monday
Chapter 4

Happy Place

In junior year, Bianca and I move into an apartment above our usual coffee shop. The building is on a street of old brick storefronts in downtown Alderbrook. Livia met our new roommate, Dane, in an international-law class the spring before. Bianca and I have met him only once, but we agree to take the rooms as soon as Livia tells us about them.

Alderbrook, Massachusetts
Chapter 5

Real Life

We stay in the kitchen through three more toasts to lasting love. Then Rhys says we need to take my things upstairs and asks the others to excuse us.

Monday
Chapter 6

Real Life

The large bedroom would be wonderful if I were sharing it with anyone else.

Monday
Chapter 7

Happy Place

The children's room has slanting windows, uneven boards and pale curtains. Two narrow beds stand against opposite walls under identical blue-gray quilts. It's my first week with my friends since coming home from Edinburgh. The person sleeping across from me is someone I barely know.

Cape Lark, Washington — our first summer
Chapter 8

Happy Place

The first thing I notice is pressure across my stomach. Warmth at my back. A cold draft slips through the sheets. I shift closer to the heat behind me, and the room tilts. My stomach turns. Something firm presses against the backs of my thighs.

Tuesday — present day
Chapter 9

Happy Place

“I didn't know a grocery store could be this good,” I say.

Tuesday — present day
Chapter 10

Happy Place

For senior year, we rent the ground floor of an old white Victorian near campus. The windows chatter when the wind picks up. The porch sags in the middle, but Livia and I have already claimed it for autumn evenings with hot cider and brandy. Out back, there is just enough dirt for Bianca's vegetable patch. She wants to plant broccoli, cauliflower, and kohlrabi before the first hard frost.

Senior year — Massachusetts
Chapter 11

Happy Place

Tuesdays usually mean a drive into Olympic National Park, followed by lunch at the bakery whose warm popovers have become the group's favorite. I've been thinking about them for weeks. Today, though, the idea of eating anything makes me want a dark room, antacids, and enough ginger ale to fill a bathtub.

Real life — Tuesday
Chapter 12

Happy Place

Before dinner, Rhys announces that he is going for a run. I suspect the run is an alibi for a shower in the guesthouse, so I take my own shower in our bedroom and let myself be annoyed in private. When I'm dressed, I sift through the small pile of shirts, jeans, and sundresses I brought. Most of them are black, white, or blue.

Real life — Tuesday

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The cottage faces a shore of broken rock. Knots show through the pine underfoot, and most days the windows stand open. A breeze brings the scent of conifers and salt through the rooms, stirring the pale linen curtains. Coffee gurgles in the kitchen. We carry our hot mugs onto the stone terrace, where the cold air fills my lungs.

Livia and Bianca have been my favorite people since our first year at Alderbrook College. Livia is tall and fair, with honey-colored hair; Bianca is slight, with a tiny silver ring at her septum and box braids dyed another shade at the ends.

How did I ever go through life without knowing them? We hadn't met when Alderbrook's housing committee put us in the same room. Somewhere in western Massachusetts, people who knew nothing about us made the decision that gave me my closest friends. We joked that a research grant must have paid someone to find the least compatible roommates imaginable.

Livia came from a wealthy Seattle real-estate family. Her clothes were immaculate and carefully chosen; her bookshelves were crowded with horror novels. Bianca was an illustrator from Santa Fe, raised by a community-radio host and a documentary filmmaker. She arrived in paint-spattered coveralls and worn vintage boots.

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